today went to sch as per normal started playing some games and stuff... kinda look down at myself sometimes... hav the feeling that things are within my ability jus that lack some motivation or drive to keep myself goin.. really wonder sometimes if i can get into the final round of the competition... deep in my heart i really wish to get in n work for an award but nw i really think the chance is slim... even if i get in would i really be able to get the motivation n drive to keep on goin till the finals? Haix... (Praying hard)

anw today the year 1s came in for their 1st training of wss... there wasn really a breifing session for them therefore my friends n i hav to do a very breif 1 for them as to wat they will expect and gain from this whole event... stayed on till 5 plus before heading back home wif my gf and ya directly send her home todayas i was kinda tired? sometimes i think break is really needed in between... but maybe nt a too long 1 so maybe can hav more freqent and short breaks in between each sems maybe will be more refreshed each time...